Story of a boy

Being pushed and abused all his life,
began to think the idea for the good is a lie,
kind of tired from all this strife,
for a moment he wished to die,
it’s not like he didn’t tried, you know,
but it’s just not working like it should,
he was main character in a horror show,
falling in a pit with a broken parachute,
it’s been like that for more than ten years,
and things even a little didn’t changed,
there was no marks of tears,
but he is feeling kinda deranged,
he was more and more confused,
was he the problem in the center,
to be mocked he was used,
and began in himself more to enter,
maybe he is for this world just too weird,
that can explain things, like all this hate,
the reason why they are looking at him sneered,
and all of the punches he so frequently ate,
the deeper he goes, the more he likes it inside,
it was better than the real world, so he decided to stay,
it was a perfect place, where he can hide,
from the harsh reality that was so sad and gray,
he stayed there, for a time really long,
that he decided to show up,
realizing that even if he is strong,
he have a lot to catch up,
it’s really long and hard process,
he felt that inside his heart,
but even that his life is a mess,
he was finally from a nice puzzle part.